Yes, leukemia. Today, April 22, 2009. The doctors are 90% sure. And even if they are right, I have the worst case. If they are right, I have a 30% chance of living. I have 6/7 symptoms, which makes it severe.
Thursday, April 23, 2009. So far what has happened to me;; A needle injected into my hip to suck out my bone marrow. A HUU-UUGEEE needle get shoved up my chest for 10 hours. Have EMLA (em-luhh) spread over me.
Dont feel pity for me, please, no. I would truly DESPISE that. Dont make a patient mad, you know better then that. Pray for me, sure. Hope I will get better, I will welcome it with open arms. Pity me=mad ari.
Happyness is the antidote to everything. Every laugh I take can keep me alive another minute longer.
Saturday, April 25, 2009. Thanks Milli. For the siggy and entering the comp.
anddd... this totally new nurse ATTEMPTED to give me a blood shot. Key word /attempted./ She put it in, and when she was extracting it, she pulled it all the way across my arm along my vain.
She kept saying sorry sorry sorry and covering her mouth. Yeah, I could have DIED lady. [I think? ]
So instead of 1 dot where the needle went, there was a long line.
Posted in club chat;; Aw, you guys. Can i tell you something. If i leave this world, no matter when , I want to tell you thank you. You guys care so much about me, and you guys are all so amazing. You do everything you can to help me. You pray for me, you make me feel good, you make me laugh. You guys...You cant do anything more then that. But thats so much. I know, this world is so unfair. But god doesnt put you through anything you cant handle. If I cant handle this, then maybe I wasnt supposed to. Maybe I was supposed to die at my age...Sure, I will never get married. Ill never have a child, and look into their eyes with such a profound love that can be found nowhere else, but at least Ill die knowing that people loved me. That they cared for me. That they didnt know how I looked, or what I wore (even though I wear totally hawt stuff. xD LOL) they still wanted the best for me. You guys are the must un-selfish un-obnoxious most deserving people I've ever met. Please. Dont waste your time worrying over a person like me. Im nothing in this world. Whats one less person. Sure, you'll miss me for a bit, but then you can just pretend I was banned, right? You didnt even know me, so you couldnt possibly go through your whole lives remembering me. If you are sad for two days, even if it was just a distant thought, that would be a miracle. And you know what guys? Thats what they doctors said. I need a miracle to stay alive.
April, Monday 27, 2009.
I need hematic Surgery. Liver surgery, to make it simple.
How? Well here's how. A couple of days ago (Saturday, to be exact) I was on mara. I was writhing (literally) in pain, and even telling some people. I said that it felt like my rib poked into my rib. Well..it did. See the "stupid nurse" from up there? She passed by, going to some other kids room (a 9 year old boy with heart cancer, going for a heart transplant) and saw me, laptop closed, (I logged off cause I couldnt bear the pain) infront of my feet, crawled up knees tucked to my chest crying, writhing in pain and every so while screaming. So...She got my doctor. Guess what? My rib was poking (not very much, even though it was EVER so painful) into my liver. Heh. So that was causing internal bleeding. What are the chances? So yeah.
1. Ari is cool. 2. Ari is pwnsome. 3. Ari's real name is Ariana. 4. Ari snuck into a PG 13 movie when she was 11. 5. A 6. R 7. I 8. Ari is in a cool club. 9. Its cooler then yours. 10. OVERUSE OF xD's. 11. I dont like blue cheese. 12. It dont taste good. 13. Tastes like my brothers socks. 14. Dont ask. 15. I do lots of things for MP. 16. Ask Lunar. 17. She knows. 18. Lunar does lots of things for entertainment. 19. Candipop drove my hair. 20. My hair is wild. 21. I have to tame it. 22. CJ is full of pwn'someness. 23. Aly luff's me. 24. I luff Aly. 25. Adol quit. 26. I was so sad. 27. Imma proffesional turkey dancer. 28. And Im a monkey. 29. And a twinkey too. 30. Alice is too generous. 31. Too generous for her own good... 32. WHAT WILL HAPPEN? 33. I live in land above america land. 34. We have moose. 35. And maple syrup. 36. BOOM BAM TURKEY AND HAM. 37. Ian has pixelized gold. 38. Its pretty cool. 39. Your jealous now, arent you? 40. Booze is for loosers. 41. Sprite&&Mountain Dew is for cool people. 42. I have a strange itch on my cheek. 43. I cant get my fingers off the keyboard to itch it. 44. oh wellz. 45. ian=big cheez of mara. 46. Middy&&Indy=Big cheez just wif holez. 47. Omaiz. i uzez z's to muchz. 48. no moar ari, no moar. 49. hilary clinton+barrack obama=big fight. 50. obama ftw. 51. clinton epic fail. 51. = epic fight. =DD 52. imma spork. 53. fear me. 54. imma pointy but round. 55. capitalz suck. 56. lowercase ftw. 57. /headdesk 58. /suicide 59. /revival 60. candi, how is your hair behaving today? 61. mines misbehaving. 62. OHH A BUTTERFLYYY /runs after. 63. butterfly went away. /sobsob 64. what shall i do now? 65. i must seek revenge. 66. i will become...A SERIAL KILLER. 67. mhm. imma gonna kill cereal. 68. /whisperwhisper. oh really? serial killer doesnt mean you kill cereal? 69. well then. 70. ill just become tarzan. 71. /paintsmudge 72. i look prettay. /hairflip 73. eskimo's are cool. 74. they have big jacketz. iz awesome. 75. imma serious. i wish i was one. 76. i guess ill just have to settle for tarzan. 77. OOH TWINKY! 78. /splat 79. I sat on twinky. /teartear 80. greenz mai fave colour. 81. totes. 82. it pwns blue. 83. Ya, it does. 84. mhm. 85. yup. 86. i want some cheerio's. 87. WHERE R MAI CHEERIO'Z? 88. WHO TOOK DEM? 89. WHO STOLE DA CHERRIO'Z FROM DA CHEERIO BOX? 90. YOU DID? NOT ME! THEN WHO? 91. gah. 92. idk. 93. I WANNA MAI CHERRIO'Z. 94. Fess up. 95. You know you took them. 96. they taste so good. 97. ahh well. 98. bai bai.. 99. haha. 100. Can I sew buttons on your head? 101. Please? PWEEEZ? 102. Pweez, cheez, feez, kneez. 103. imma poet and i didnt even know it. 104. Bob+Fred=Overused. 105. Bobkiss=Ukrainian wannabe. 106. if you are ukranien, your being to cultural. 107. here a llama 108. there a llama, 109. and another fuzzy llama 110. funny llama 111. bunny llama 112. llama llama 113. duck. 114. STALKER. 115. STALKER. x2 116. dont be like that, hun. 117. monkeez are cool. 118. Kalli wantz more england people in chat. 119. KD is rich. 120. i ish jealous. 121. crayon wantz to sell more pixelz. 122. Emz iz a lurker. 123. Freak iz an OTAY kind of person. 124. I know Im missing someone... 125. AH YES! 126. Silly. She's cool. 127. Cuz she uzez mai scribblez. 128. I have a brother. 129. Mhm. 130. He'z cooler then urz. 131. But also more anoying. D; 132. Ahh, what can you do. 133. /ufail 134. /facepalm 135. vicky=<33 136. she mai besteh. 137. LUFF YOU VICKZ. 138. haha. 139. foam fight. 140. IMMA GONNA STEEL UR ERASERZ. 141. WATCHA GONNA DO NOW, HUH? 142. cry. cry to your momma. 143. YO MOMMA SOOOO FAT. 144. DAT WHEN SHE JUMP FOR JOYY. 145. SHE GOT STUCKKKKK! 146. /burn 147. You should get some ice for that burn. 148. Im serious, it looks a bit red. 149. YES WE CAN. 150. I am the train that could. 151. Hai Hai Freak. =] 152. Iz lovez youz 153. Imma such a cutie pie. 154. Applex seeds ftw. 155. /boombam 156. I have a twin. 157. MONKEEEHHH! (Monky) 158. We know how to tingle. 159. /tingletingletingle 160. 2, 4, 6, 8! 161. WHAT DO WE TERMINATE? 162. NACHOS! NACHOS! 163. EAATTT NACHOS! 164. IM SICK. 165. >:/ GAH. 166. STUPID SICK FAIRY. 167. She walked along and then waint 168. BA DA BING, BA DA BOOM, YOUR SO SICK, SO STAY IN YOUR ROOM. 169. And then he tapped me with his dainty little wand. 170. He /IS/ a guy. 171. And yes he /IS/ a fairy. 172. And he wears a dainty little dress. 173. Pink chiffon, with weaving of flower petals. 174. Damn, he's got taste. 175. But anyway. 176. He's evil. 177. He gave me a horrible cough. 178. And a runny nose. 179. So much snot has come out of my nose today 180. Enough to fill up 3 futball fields. 181. (YES I SAID FUTBALL.) 182. And two pools. 183. The big ones. 184. Where micheal phelps swims. 185. OMAI MICHEAL PHELPS. <3 186. Ohotdam, he's smexaii. 187. i have my own cooking show. 188. ISH CALLED ARI ATE A BERRY. 189. GEDDIT? BERRY? ARI? RHYMES? 190. LOLOLOL. 191. On the show, i cook. 192. Specialty;; fried babies. 193. Good with melted butter. 194. And seasoned with salt and pepper. 195. OH AND A PINCH OF ORAGENO. 196. Or you can boil the baby. 197. And add cinnamon, whip cream... 198. For a desert baby. 199. Where to get babies? 200. The hospital is full of 'em. 201. Good with a side of mushrooms. 202. Ze best babeez r da onez hoo use johnson's baby powder. 203. Yes, I noticed I used chatspeak. 204. GOT A PROB WITH THAT, HOMIE? 205. YOU WANT BEEF, WANT BEEF? 206. Because I have ham, and chicken, but only a bit of beef. 207. Join me for dinner? 208. HAHA! I CONFUZZLED YOU! 209. With my magic confuzzling wand. 210. Calamari is good. 211. WITH TAITZIKI SAUCE. 212. i have a song stuck in my head. 213. i want to sing it to you. 214. But I cant. T_T. 215. Because its classical. 216. Ah what the heck. 217. Ill sing it to you anyway. 218. Da la leeee, da la lloooo, 219. teteteteteteteteeeee, oohhhh 220. baa la laaaa heeee tee teee. 221. Do doo doooo. 222. DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! 223. *ahem* 224. Done. =D 225. I have good singing skills 226. They OWNNN yours.
http://i42.tinypic.com/smr0r5.png <-- Purple Todette. [Kate's. NOT FOR SALE.]
http://i40.tinypic.com/2mws8zt.png <-- Green Todette. [Mine. Might sell oneday.]
Do /NOT/ I repeat, do /NOT/ steal these. If I catch you, you will be sorry. I WILL write down who i sold/made what to. You WILL be reported. /end of capsraepe.
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