I survived. The first Thanksgiving, our 25th anniversary, Christmas eve and Christmas day without you.
I survived. Barely. After I spent the 1st 3 weeks of December knitting 7 hat and scarves for our great nieces and nephews. I finished Addi's Afghan. I baked cookies, breads and made candy for all their stockings. I made the fudge I would never let you have. I kept myself very busy doing all the normal things I would do at Christmas. I survived. But I slept our anniversary away. I slept thru Christmas eve and Christmas day. Someone woke me long enough to watch the kids open gifts and I retreated to my room to forget it was all happening without you in your chair. I tried baby. Now new years eve is upon us. I don't want to start a new year without you. How can I? .....