my life is full of bad luck why should i expect this to go right. I got hopes up and i should know that to never turst a girl named hope cause end up in tears so my life is filled with fears. for ex. today i was trying out for the 1 thing i love turns out she lied and we were turned down i run to my bff for her permission slip she said hope said that we don't need it so i ask if she could come with me to explane but her mom won't let her comeso today i sit wishing for revenge
i brought this on myshelf nothing good happens in my life and when it does it backfires so there is always next year.
please note this is not ture tonight i lay motionless hoping he will forget my mom dosen't care she dosen't cry even when she walked in on daddy and i. I scream mom help. she turns door i beg and plead no more. Still he counties i cry in the night the next day at school i say in spiteteacher can i talk 2 u.I tell her everthing from when it stared and she said this i will take it i get home from school it on the new's abuseive father he looks at me with a wip in his hand I sceram and run. he grabs me whips me 8 time takes me to basement dig a hole scracth me and i tell him i had engouth he leaves i escape has i am on my way out he grabs my neck put's a rope put's me up high last night was the last night i would cry.
