The blood ran down my arm as I let out a scream. My head throbbed as I chocked. I was here alone no one with me. He was gone because I told him to leave. I was such a stupid girl to have himm leave. The cool blade of the knife slashed my skin once more. The feeling of burning rose higher and higher. I thrashed as he walked to the door. I saw the faded line of another man tall and thin was it Matt? "Matt." I said no one answered. The last thing I saw before the knife plunged into my chest was the other man run to him and him scream no as the pain melted with me.

It will be as if I was never here.
Never held you.
Never kissed you.
Sadly never met you.
You can do better.
Understand I love you.
Understand this is for you.
I'm sorry.
Forgive me for the bad.
Try to remember the good.
Keep it close to heart.
Don't let it get away.
Move on.
Just let me say goodbye.
Goodbye, my love.
Goodbye.


I'm done hiding.
Not worrying anymore.
What's the point?
You are not here.
I can't see you.
Can't feel you.
Can't hear you.
People know now.
They all heard.
I'm done hiding.
I cant live like anymore.
I miss you.
You left me broken.
Left me lonely.
I am done.
I hate you now.
I'm sorry, but it is true.
At this moment.
I hate you.

You were perfect.
A dream come true.
I held you in my arms
And all felt good.
I loved the way you laughed.
I loved the way you smiled.
You were perfectly mine.
Then you left.
Left me empty.
On our swing.
Where we both sat.
Where we both kissed
Where I held you.
Where you kissed me.
Remember?
I feel like ice.
Not here not anywhere.
My body numb.
My heart broken.
I hope you're happy.
I think you are.
Because you haven't called
so do me a favor and leave me be.
So do as you don't leave me be


THAT OLD WILLOW TREE
That old willow tree
The one that was ours
That we loved
It is gone now
Just like us.
Our lives left with it
Our love left to
My heart officially broken
Because of you
You think
It's a joke,
But when I say my story
It wont be
That willow tree holds lies
So many lies that it burned to touch
So I went to my backyard
Where that willow tree is
And let it burn to the ground.
I smiled while it burned
Because the lies burned with it
I am glad to see it go and you with it
leave me alone or regret it

this is just like a prolague you know when if fives you some of the best part before you get to the start of the book okay here it goes

My throat felt like it was on fire I couldn't breath.I swallowed tring to put out the fire."Savannah hang on"a voice called."Jake"I called gasping fro breath what had happened.I chocked and coughed and slowly faded to black.Keevan's large body stood over me with a gun at hand."This is for everything Savvy."He called above me loadin his gun.I thrashed as Jake tackled him.I knew I would die for the mysterious burn in my throat of that he would kill me.My whole body was on fire by know.As in faded lines I could see the two men fight.The air stopped coming as The world went black whatever he had given me wouldn't let me slip out all the way.I made a choice I couldn't move so I lifted my head while he walked upt to me and slammed it on the floor.Blood ran down my head as I was finally slipping away.The last fuzzy picture I saw was keevan with the hand gun loaded over me.I would rather die this way that with a bullet.With that he pulled the trigger