i have lost loads of pets since the crash yes this was due to being from the wrong owners but i have not got the ones back i have lost

i really wish i could remember the pets i have lost trouble is i have really bad memory problems which have plagued me since i lost my husband due to cancer 2 years ago i am extremely upset these pets are gone due to no mistake of mine and i am seriously considering leaving mara for the first time , i loved coming here as it was an escape from my lonlyness and pain but this is hurting too much it took me years of trading , buying AU etc to build up my pets and i am losing them all and getting nothing back i am totally devastated by this words cannot express how i feel


this is why i have problems remembering and how i now feel about the situation


pets i have had reclaimed

lyr Toddler Basil Pet
Geilla Water Decadal
eloel - Fat Raulf / renamed to Yeshim and given a Love costume
Caleigha
Loukes
Sindiii
Lovmax the Love Limax

so far i have lost 7 pets and have none returned as due to my memory problems as expressed above this is really upsetting me

and staff are understanding but its so hard for me to remember what i had

this is for my husband Steve who i lost to cancer in january 2015

On Your Birthday In Heaven
I???m sending a dove to Heaven
with a parcel on its wings ..
Be careful when you open it
as it???s full of beautiful things.
Inside, are a million kisses
wrapped up in a million hugs ..
To say how much I miss you
and to send you all my love.